It has
been almost 3 decades since we are together. I have always talked to the heart
and mind but always neglected you. Ignoring the fact that you are the most
important among mind, soul and body. You have been taken care with love and
healthy food in your early years, but the moment I took control of you things
went in super unhealthy direction! You
were fed with the junkiest of oil laden, grimy and cholesterol filled food. You
were used like a bad master uses his donkey. After careful thought and consideration,
I hereby promise to:
Accept
you and be super grateful for you just the way you are. I will always love and
appreciate you for the strenuous work you have been doing all those years. I
will be more careful to provide you with healthy foods, which will include tons
and tons of vegetables and fruits. I cannot promise but I will do my best to
avoid highly processed food and the white poison i.e. sugar. I will not hurt
you by going overboard with my addiction of desserts.
I have
realized that laughter, play and rest make you feel good and rejuvenated. I
will use my time wisely and plan things accordingly so that you have your
proper me time. I will listen to the messages you are sending e when you are
tired or sick. I will push anxiety, stress and jealousy out of my life. I will
understand that my unexpressed emotions and thoughts affect you.
I will
exercise regularly and appropriately for my body type. I know you must be
thinking that this exercise promise is a big lie. But be assured I am going to
be a different person now. I should and must take out time to exercise, for our
own good. Doing exercise today is going to make us young and energetic for
longer. It can always push away the unlikely affects of aging.
I will
take care of you equally as I take care of my family. I will eat the same food
that I want my son to eat. It’s not okay to eat fast food or other junk after my
son has left for school. I am not answerable to anyone but myself. In order to
make my son veggies and good stuff I myself have to set a positive example. I
assure you that I will try celery, kale, bok choy, broccoli, and all that good
stuff and wont run away from them. God has made all these things and He has a
rationale and nutritional value behind everything that is growing from this
earth.
I will
make sure to adorn you with nice and most importantly comfortable clothes. I am
extremely sorry for wearing the most uncomfortable shoes and giving you
discomfort.
I am
sorry that I never heard your SOS call, but I had to as it was getting louder
every year. I will accept that I have
the power to heal you. It’s only me who can do well to you and avoid you from
suffering and early deterioration. I have realized that you deserve to be
healthy and happy. I will honor you as the temple of my soul!
I Love
you so much J
Natasha.